
saturdae!!
woots!
so fun siah.
but veh tiring lorr.
hahas.
go meet angela.
then go orchard.
go topshop.
go jln2 uhh.
the funny part is we dun have enuf money.
hahahas.
dah larr for 23o6.
24o6o6
tawt of waking up late.
but mother ask me to bangun early.
haiyoo!
spoiler btol!
hahas.
so went out only at night.
go potong abg and dad's hair.
then go nenek's hse.
didnt want to leave the hse siah.
but terpakse.
haiyoo!
hmm.
then come back straight away sleep.
26o6o6.
back to school!!
woots!
hahas.
so fun.
get to crap with shiqien and fatin and the rest again!
yehh!!
during history ryt..
sumtynk farnie happened.
i accidently liftes sumones skirt.
and saw her ass!!
hahas.
better not mention hu.
((=
hahas.
i feel stoopid after doing that.
hahas.
sawry eik.
((=
so tired sehh.
wanna get some sleep now.
tckr.
do tag!


ppl are asking me to update.
hmms.
13o6o6
haish.
at 2o++ hrs go out with my family
then saw my ex and his family.
he was lyk starring and smiling at me and my brother.
he noes my brother.
my brother oso noe him.
i was afraid if my dad gets to noe bout him.
that guy and me are kampong friends.
we used to lepak together and stuff.
but since we broke up, he nvr lepak at all.
then i heard that he lepak the other side of reservoir redi.
so..yah.
thats it for 13o6.
14 o6o6.
baby brother in hospital.!!
very busy.
15o6o6
baby brother still in hosp.
staying at grandmama's hse.
at the hosp ryt,there is this very cute,handsome,kind[evrything possitive frm a-z]malay male nurse.
he is still studying@ NYP(a nursing student)
i heard that he wants to become a paramedic in the future.
wah!!
hahas.
talk more bout him later kayys?
16o6o6
he was there.
AGAIN!!
hahas.
he kept staring and smiling at me.
=))
woots!!
herm herm herm.
he likes kids.
and so do i.
we have sumtynk in common.
so we put our kid loving power together and make the kids at the hosp feel better.
till here that i remember.
17o6o6
he not there siah.
so sad.
i miss him tao.
haiyoo!!
nehmind.
loads of ppl come visit my adk.
hahas.
then at night go makan at tekka.
so kenyang siah.
den go back nenek hse.
18o6o6-21o6o6
sat at home and play comp larr basically.
dad dun allow me go hosp.
coz i go there dun lyn my adk.
lyn other ppl.
hahas.
((=
ohh yarh.
i broke up liao.
on 21o6o6.
he wants to concerntrate on hi 'n' levels.
i understand.
hmms.
i'll still love him.
dun forget me tao.
22o6o6
he tegur me online.
but dunnoe whye he bcame a little bit gilak!
hahas.
dun mind.
i like to lyn org giler.
hahas.
tkcr.
so ther i go!
updated!!
hahas.
keep tagging ppl!!
i miss my abg nas.
=((


dinch go anywhere.
just sat at home && do nothing.
nothing interesting to post.
12o6o6
woots!!((=
my day todae!!
after mum n dad went off to work, i went back to sleep.
woke up at o93o hrs.
big brother went to school.
small brother was sent to babysitter's hse early in the morning when my folks went to work.
conquered the comp after big brother wnet to school.
three strangers added me.
chat &chat&chat and bla bla bla.
i knew from the time he added me, he was a rudeboy.
coz his emale had something like ska in it.
((=
dun wanna mention who.
two talked to me after adding.
the other one dunnoe bisu or just dunch noe how to use the comp/MSN Messenger.
forget it.
hahas.
very fun though.
before the two 'strangers' talked to me, i had a fight with this bwps girl![ NOTE THE 'P' 'S'!!still a primary school kid!]
WTHeck!!
CTHell larhhs!!
daughter of a bitch ! && i mean it alright.
nyehes.
the two new frens talked to me.
blablabla.
then one of them started talking very very sweetly.
((=
he gave me KISSES and stuffs.
aww! that is so sweet of him.
unlike some people!
in fact the two guys were very sweet.
then that guy that gave me kisses asked me out on saturdae.
this coming saturdae!!
woots!!
someone just asked me out!!
weeE~!
then the other guy likes a girl who is attatched!
wahahas.
=X
he asked me out on 23 july.
go to Gerhana Ska Cinta's gig.
if can i go kayys?
and then guess what?!
the sweet guy, lets call him 'gabriel'[can or not dear?](gabriel is my crush.he is the tix seller for a local band,RONIN! so cute! nehmind. i got my GABRIEL! )
'gab' sound me.
sound what?
stead lerrs.
nyehes.
x))
i was so excited and shocked!
it was so sudden.
i just got to noe him seyy.
i asked him to give me time.
he gave me 1 hra only.
x))
better than nutynk ryt?
and POOF!! he became my 'mr right'
he is mr right coz he is the type of guy i've been looking for all this while.
he understands me.
most importantly he LOVES me.
he knows how to pujok me.nyehes.[and that is important coz i like to merajok and not all guys can do it u noe?]
i so sayang him seyy.
im afraid of losing him.
dear, if you are reading this entry,i just wanna say I LOVE YOU SO MUCH!
&& im missing u so badly honey!))=
i carnt wait for this saturdae lahh dear.
want to meet you.
where are we going again?
town eik?
hahas.
hmm.
call me eik dear?
i`ll be waiting.((=
tkcr bloghoppers,frens & most importantly to my sayang.
im missing you too much that i toss and turn last might when sleeping.
to him,
iLOVEyou my boy lollipop!
[12o6o6]((=


whye the hell is my father behaving likethis?!
he has never behaved like this before.
i pity my mother.
she suffers a lot with him.
but she kept going strong.[im gonna be like her.]
she never gives up.
sometimes i feel guilty.
PROBLEMS!!PROBLEMS!!PROBLEMS!!
havin so much problems is stressing me out!!
but with the presence of a god created human called FRIENDS, it helped a lot!
nyehes.
most of my problems are family problems.
who created it?
dun wanna say it.
how i wish he was locked up behind bars for good.
lets drop the subject.just started my hols hmwk todae.[1oo6o6]
i just realised that i took two papers of the same printing for maths.
same questions . same everything.
how stoopid of me?
i shall do only i piece.
left with mother tongue, lit,geog,D'n'T i guess.
wait..
let me finish o9o6o6's entry.
i met fatin at the bus stop at 13++ hrs coming to two.
the time promised was 1330 hrs.
hahas.
i was late.
we then went to meet fareeza.
then go century square.
after that to the damn CPF Building.
it was raining and i was wearing my usual flip flops.
it was so slippery.
and that damn fareeza dinch wanna help me so i wouldn't loose control and fall.
coz that is the thing she wandted to see happening to me.
i slipped but dinch fell.
it happened twice.
x))
we went to zap the paper and went to duplicate the netball key.
we thought the price would be like two or three bugs.
but it turned out to be seven live bugs.[$7]
then went to CPF Building.
the two went off aerly coz they got netball trainning.
i understand whye they left early.
and i dun wanna be the cause of them arriving late and get punished.
bla bla bla. i went to the wrong place!!
WTHell!!
just go back uhh.
so damn tired sehh.
spent a lot of money summore.
continuation of 1oo6o6.
ohh todae i went to serangoon north to get sumtynk done.
the place brings back the childhood memories when i was growing up there.
after that went home straight.
very tired.
tkcr bloghoppers.


tudae is the last dae my neighbour's body will be here.
so sad.
i wanted to go down and pay my last respects to him.
but my parents dinch want to.
)=
i want to see the full process from then first day the person die.
the apek was so friendly.
my mum say we can just help by praying for him.
he lives just next door.
he alwaes help my dad to water our plants.
when we are away on holidae, he was the one who helped us look after the house.
=(
the wake was like so sedih siah.
nobody came.
only the children and grandchildrens.
i feel sad for him.
=(
ytd dad came home with lots of unexpected presents.
clothes and shoes and more clothes and clothes.
its like i just came back from shopping siah.
hahas.
i wanna wear them todae.
going out to tamp.
nyehes.
write more later.
tkcr.

i lazy tuh update my blog for dates o1o6-o7o6.
nyehes.
had fun yestd.
with fatin,iqah and soleha at my hse.
(=
it was the most happiest moment of my lyf with them.
me and fatin took tons of pichars.
so fun yet so crazy.
ate tuhgeder.
laughed our asses off!!
wahahaha!!
sol went off early.
after dat fatin.
then iqah.
sol has to accompany her nenek.
fatin got training.
iqah went off at arnd 5.
then i got to noe that he was attatched.
i kinda cried.
then did some chores.
then eat then cry to sleep.
nyehes.
it did help u noe?
i felt really terrible last night.
i woke up and did my mawning prayers.
prayed hard to get sumtynk.
then after mum and dad went off to work, i watched BLUE'S CLUES.
nyehes.
there is a kid in me.
went back to sleep.
after my abg went to school, i started to use the comp until now.
which is lyk 15.++hrs redi.
i tynk i cried again just now.
('=
nehmind.
khairul was there for me.
he was the one who comforted me.
diyana too.
she helped me ask him.
he said i was too young.
whatever larhs.
dun care.
to me age doesnt matter in love.what matters is its sincerity.
agreed?
after that got to noe nazurah.khai's girl.
she's so pretty.
nyehes.
added her in frenser,msn and linked her blog too.
after that haikal comforted me down.
i feel honoured to have frens lyk them.
aisyah also comforted me in her testi to me.
i so love these people seyy.
they rawk my pants off!!
gave a lot of people a lot of testi.
(=
i feel so much better.
thanks to the people metioned above.
(=
&& fatin,i love our picx.
gimme more.
kayys.
tkcr.