PLEASE READ THESE TERMS:Y Sunday, May 13, 2007Y
5:07 AM
hey ho hello!sitting here, trying to move on yet cant nd wont be able to.
haiyo!
he is just so different okay?!
i dunnoe what makes him so different, but he is different!
i've made my decicions.
to say my final goodbye to him and i shall not disturb him!
i know i am irritating.
my existance IS a NIGHTMARE to you.
so, let me leave with a thousand sins.
teringin sekali aku lihat kau bahagia.
jika pemergianku akan membuatmu bahagia, aku akan pergi buat SELAMANYA.
dan tak mungkin aku akan kembali lagi untuk mengganggu hidupmu lagi.
YA ALLAH, mengapa aku seperti menyiksa diri dengan memikirkan apa yang telah pergi dan tak mungkin akan kembali untuk diri ini.
aku seakan tak menerima takdirmu.
hukumilah diri ini setimpal dengan dosa-dosaku.
berilah aku petunjuk untuk terus hidup.
dan berkatilah hidupnya.jauhilah dia dari segala keburukan.
lindungilah dia. letakkan lah dia di syurga firdausmu kerana dia adalah insan yang layak dimasuki ke tempat itu.
SELAMAT TINGGAL KEKASIHKU.
lagu ini adalah untukmu.
Labels: SELAMAT TINGGAL
Y Saturday, May 05, 2007Y
5:29 AM
hey there.i might not blog that much today.
coz im very tired today.
slept at 3.30 am last night.
i couldn't sleep larr!
i just somehow felt that something is going to go wrong nd that thing WILL make me cry.
nd it did!
i dunnoe how, but somehow miss him so much!
does he even acknowledge my love towards and for him?!
i let out my whole feelings to aieen last night.
glad that she was around.
and i STILL have that feeling tau.
im so worried!
hais...
woke up at 6 am in the morning just now.
then straight away go sembahyang suboh.
i prayed very hard to get that feeling off me.
then after pray, go back to sleep until azlina woke me up for rakan raleigh.
cpt cpt go nd mandi then siap.
i was like so tk terlarat sehh.
just go for the sake of going larr.
rock-climbed half way then tkleh tahan anymore so i went down.
arm power not strong enough larr.
then relak relaks.
actually i REALLY cried before rock-climbing.
fucking attitude problem child!
urgh!
im so irritated by him!
haiyo!! get away larr.
but the facilitators were there to comfort me down.
THANK GOD!
i cried my whole heart out!
then more confidence to rock-climb.
go back, bath(badan berlengas siak!) then siap to go out with mummy fawzia.
go parkway nd carik brg-brg yg kat rumah tkder.
spent $77.30 at ISETAN only.
OMG!! that is a lot siah.
then ate at burger king.YUMMY!
then go popular.
saw many things like want to buy.
then carik my kakak's birthday pressie!
she loves to write nd she loves mickey mouse like i do!
so i decided to get her this mickey mouse writting pad.
then bought this book.veryy lawa tau.
had the word 'LOVE' on the cover.
pastu carik jug cm nk mampos tk jumpa.
gi kedai tidbits nd bought PUSH-POP!!
weee!~haha.
then balik.
nd now here i am blogging bout what basically happened today.
now, its time to SCREAM my heart out!!
hais...
i just dunnoe of anymore things or ways to show you how much i love nd need you by my side everyday!
aren't you glad that you just made someone change for the better?!
hmm...
i believe what i said was true.
YOU are the reason for me to keep breathing nd live on each day without being afraid to look on the brightside.
pls... remember that in mind my dear.
I LOVE YOU!
CROSS MY HEART&SLIT MY THROAT I DO!!
IF YOU FEEL THAT I AM TALKING ABOUT YOU, THEN IT IS YOU.
that felt better.
tkcr lh.
DO tag okayy?!
adios!
Y Thursday, May 03, 2007Y
6:50 AM
hey!!hmm.
tmrw ss paper.
ND I HAVENT STARTED STUDYING AT ALL!!
nd i anyhow answer my history paper just now siah!!
im just left to hope for the BEST!
haha.
but i got confidence lorr!!
i have more confidence for tmrw's paper.
haha.
coz i have been paying attention to ms veronica tan in class.
i scared art lahh!!!
i havent started my prepration AT ALL!!
haiyo!!
VERY BUSY!
sometimes, too busy to even eat!
nvm nvm.
i shall do my VERY best for MYE'07!!
weee!~
nd today, is confessions day for me.
i thought it was mandi-hujan day for me today.
but the rain stopped after history paper.
BACEN!!
tidak kesampaian sehh niat nk mandi hujan.
))=
tkpe..
tmrw nvr dies.
to myself, i hope i do extremely well for the MYE!!
btw saiful, this is for you!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO SAIFUL ANAK ROSLI!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!
haha. enjoy being exactly 15 today ok?!
tkcr.
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Labels: CONFESSION FEAT MANDI-HUJAN BUT TK KESAMPAIAN FEAT NVR STUDY DAY